Aww thank you :) I’m not that great of an advice giver. I know how you feel, I had a break up with my ex at then end of July that was so ridiculous. She like started throwing shit at me and cursing at me ridiculous. We haven’t spoken since that day either. Well, does he know you like him? Because if he does I’d just straight up ask him if he’s okay with that. And tell him that you’re not doing it to make him (your ex) jealous, you just really like him. Make that part clear. And if he doesn’t believe you, ask him what it would take to make him believe it. It’s complicated because of what it will look like. I find honesty and bluntness always to be the best idea.